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Name: ♥Allie
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Hanford
Birthday: 12/3/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: ♥, acting, photography, church, straight edge, john mayer, ashlee simpson, avril lavigne, brand new, taking back sunday, winter, oasis, orlando bloom, johnny depp, pirates of the caribbean, harry potter, lord of the rings, reading, drawing, art, autumn, acoustic guitars, pianos, black and white photos, webdesign, writing, penguins, kittys, rain, the coast, san francisco, jettas, vw beetles, checkerboard patterns, blues clues, care bears, puppies, disney, the 80's & the 50's, audrey hepburn, james dean, daniel radcliffe, hello kitty, cheshire cat, stars, astronomy, candles, ice, vampires, shoes, death cab for cutie, between the buried and me, bleeding through, atreyu, the postal service, thrice, pixies, fairys, nymphs, cold weather.
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Yahoo:  ohxdarling
Member Since:
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| it sucks. sitting in class right next to someone you used to
consider your best friend. someone you talked
to all day and all night has turned into someone you hardly say five
words to anymore. it's a struggle everyone goes to, but it's so
difficult and heartbreaking. you begin to wonder where it went,
your relationship. the bond you two shared. with the one
you so badly wish to thank. what could've happened to that
friendship? it's not like it dies and gets buried or cremated,
but it's as if it was shoved in a shoe box and left in the top of your
closet, along with the things you cherished as an infant and then as a
child. time goes by so quickly, and fades before your eyes.
it's hard...wishing it was all how it used to be. sadly; one must
move on.
enough of my emo moment. the person who that's for should know
who they are. if not, i'll inform them. bryan is coming
over tonight. i miss him. i always miss him. i'm sure
you're all tired of hearing such, but oh well; cope.
i've noticed i'm being lazy and not punctuating my xanga right...oh well.
i'm done updating now.
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| valentines day was absolutely fabulous. i got to the mall and took raul
his present, in which he gave me a free cd. which indeed is a memorable
once in a lifetime experience. then i turned around and saw bryan,
looking ever so cute and holding a huge pink bag and a balloon. i
almost died at how cute he was. we walked around for a bit and then sat
down in this sort of empty part of the mall to open my present. it was
a my chemical romance shirt, a teddy bear that makes kissing noises,
sees candy chocolates and a card. aaah so amazing. my balloon was cute,
too.
he's so precious. our six month anniversary is coming. and i can't wait for our year. aah ♥.
so
today was play auditions, though i'm not auditioning this time. i want
to do assistant director, and the director had me running errands for
him the entire time so i guess i might have a good chance.
anyway, i really have nothing else to update about. mm...yummy boca burger. | | |
| after much thought i have come to the conclusion of what to wear
tonight for my night with bryan on valentine's day ! ! so. here are a few pictures. 
basically it's a pink sweater, a black dress top, and jeans. and my black chuck taylors. and a bow in my hair. hmm.
happy valentine's day to all of you! | | |
| this update is gonna be long...just a warning.
i was so not excited to go to camp. not at all. i wanted to stay home and
ignore the whole thing and not make my confirmation. wow, was i wrong.
we
got there and found out who we were bunking with. i was bunking with
the three preppiest girls there. brianna, breanne, and megan.
abercrombie addicts. i thought, oh joy. i was so annoyed while we
unpacked. i even got a top bunk just to avoid them even more. friday
night went quickly and we went to sleep pretty fast.
we woke up
saturday super early to go eat what the people there called breakfast.
yuck. we all got to sit at our own tables so i sat with people in my
comfort zone. brett, kevin, travis, raul and elizabeth. on the way back
to the lodge travis went down the snow on his stomach and found a
camera...haha. so we were posing and doing stupid things all weekend.
saturday night was the emotional ride. i cried so much more than i
thought i would. wow.
sunday was the time to say good bye and
make final friendships complete with pictures and email exchanges. i
think i've become closer to brett, raul, jose, and kyle than i ever
was. and megan and breanne. we all had a talk about how we were mad
about bunking together because they all knew me as the hardcore girl
who played guitar and got in moshpits and hung out with all the boys,
and i knew them as the walking barbie dolls straight out of
abercrombie. we cried and apologized and it was just awesome. because
megan is the sweetest girl i've ever met and breanne just wants to be
the people pleaser.
sunday, kyle and jose also decided to
kayak down the snow. o yeah, i had a lot of fun. i took some pictures. i woke up sick. so i stayed home ill on monday.
the week went by really slowly. it was annoying. my room is a mess like
woah. it really needs to be cleaned and as soon as i'm done updating
i'm going to do that.
i
want to cut my hair. and dye it all black. but my mom says she doesn't
want me to and i'm too pale for black hair. ugh. she also won't let me
get my nose or lip pierced. she said i can't do it because she won't
like it and as long as i live in her house, it won't be done. she said
when i'm eighteen she doesn't care anymore. which is stupid. because i
can't go to college with a bunch of piercings or be a teachers aid with
a bunch of piercings, i'm going to school to be a teacher. she knows
i'll have to take it out. why can't she just let me have it now for the
last two years i have before i have to go take it out? let me be a kid
and get it out of my system.
as for being too pale; who cares? my hair and my face are mine.
i want black hair. there are tons of pale kids with black hair. it's
the colour i've wanted since seventh grade. she let me have fire engine
red, she's going to let my brother have lime green, but i can't have
black. it's ridiculous. she says it will look like crap when it grows
out. uh hello; re-dye it or dye it back natural. ugh! she just makes me
so mad. i want black hair and she won't let me have it.
she
won't let me cut it, either. because she's like, you'll like it for a
week and then you won't want it anymore. oh well! part of me does want
long hair, but the other part knows i look chubby with long hair. i
hate my hair right now. i want to chunk layers and she won't let me! it
makes me so mad. she always talks about how she wants me to be myself
and have confidence and such, but i have no freedom to be how and who i
want to be. i want a piercing, i want black hair, i want layers. that's
who i want to be.
my mother sucks. seriously. | | |
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